to B continued?? --((11/05/09- 2:13am))

i think i kinda miss you
really wish i could B with you
your love is like a drug
that sumhow i got fixed to

its official i miss you
im addicted to your kisses
i close my eyes & i can feel em
& you're nowhere near me

i wish you could be mine
but i cant change your mind
& i kno i tried
for that i apologize

but seriously you must understand my position
maybe i got too excited, but i had good intentions
i didn't mean to run off with too much too soon
but i wanted to keep your attention..tell me what you'd do?

i really wish i could have kept you around
i miss your smile
i miss laying in your arms
& you holding my hands
& you running your fingers down my back & through my hair

i really should hav known it was too good to be true
but i still wish i could recreate my time with you
i hold my pillow & pretend its you
& when it doesn't hold me back thats how i kno its true

its over, what we had, whatever it was
you used to be soo sweet how'd you turn so sour?
we don't even speak, so is this really it?
i kno we weren't much but are we not evn friends?

i remember your arms so warm, how'd you turn so cold?
it could have been so perfect but maybe i was dreaming
seemed like it was real
maybe you dont feel

maybe i took you a little too personal
maybe it was never real & that's what hurts the most...

maybe we'll start over later on in life
im thinking of you, maybe you'll dream of me tonight...
(( to B continued... ))

--♥Shon